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All Deviations
All Deviations

Thoughts of an Ex-cutter by ~thegeomancer:iconthegeomancer:



I don't love you anymore,
You know who you are.
You crushed my heart,
Like fragile glass.
A friend picked me up,
But I fell for her too.
My heart was mended,
By a fake woman.
This fake woman killed me,
But only on paper.
My world rend assunder,
my heart ripped in twain.
2 loves lost,
Twice my heart torn.
Foolishness,
How can I be so guilable?
Who wants to love me?
A fat blob of man?
Man? What a joke!
I cut because it makes the pain stop.
I cut because I let the steam out.
I cut because I can't end it all.
Where am I?
Who am I?
Does anyone care?
Should I stay, or should I go?
The pain replaces The Pain.
I can't love either of you,
You aren't in my heart.
You drove me to suicide,
But I stopped the blade.
Wouldn't it be nice,
To hold you one more time?
No, it doesn't matter,
Not anymore. Not anymore...
©2007-2008 ~thegeomancer
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I'm not depressed, just wanted to get some thoughts out.
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~RebelInABox:iconRebelInABox: Dec 4, 2007, 6:46:41 PM
....i must say you know the feeling well to describe it like this or a very good guess...Because i can tell you from experience that its very real and its very true. Fav!

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~thegeomancer:iconthegeomancer: Dec 4, 2007, 7:09:03 PM
Many thanks for the fave. I used to cut when I was in High School. The thoughts come up now and then, but I am well enough to not need to cut. And in a certain part of my recovery, I get poetic, strange how the world works, huh?

Thanks again for the fave!
thegeomancer
~RebelInABox:iconRebelInABox: Dec 9, 2007, 1:03:32 PM
Yeah thats pretty much what happened with me in high school. i dont do it anymore...and i still think about it every now and then but i got past it. Very welcome on the fave. ^_^

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